Last update: 29 March, 2016
Anyone can fall in love with my virtues, with what shines, with what is obvious. But so far no one fell in love with my dark days, my abstract thoughts, my detached moments and my bad mood, of the sadness that pervades me, of my evil side. Fall in love with me, with my light, but above all with my dark side.
If you fall in love with my dark side, you can really see who I am, what scares me, what makes me restless, and hug me when I tremble. You will see, with time, that I am eternally contradictory and inconsistent, although I often try to be the exact opposite. If you fall in love with all these ghosts of my dark side, only then will you fall in love with me.
How to discover my dark side
Discovering my dark side is only a matter of time, sooner or later it will emerge, you will see the worst in me, but do not be intimidated, I am just a scared child in a pair of adult shoes, which fit too big. Look at me carefully, observe what annoys me, what makes me angry, what I can't stand, because this is the substance of my dark side, what you will never see at first glance.
Fall in love with my madness
Fall in love with all the insanities that invade my mind, the insanities I do without thinking about the consequences, my daily irrationality and share with me those moments when we will not be able to distinguish the sky from the earth, but we will always be able to see the stars. Everything revolves around us, and nothing is what it seems.
Fall in love with my immaturity, my obstinacy, my impatience
Sometimes I'll be like a little girl, capricious and sweet at the same time, terribly stubborn and impatient. Sometimes you won't stand me, but you will still love me. If you see me and fall in love with me, I will never stop hugging and kissing you until I see you smile. If I get angry I stop talking to you, it will only be because my greatest fear since childhood is showing myself to everyone for who I am. You will have to arm yourself with patience to discover me, to deprive me one by one of all the veils that hide me.
Fall in love with my wild and unpredictable side
You will not be able to predict what will happen to me, what I will do or write, but you can just watch me and smile. You won't know my wild side until one day you look me in the eye and see the deeper, darker side of my being. And if you manage to fall in love with that dark, unpredictable and wild side, I will share with you my world and my madness turned into letters.
Fall in love with my fears
When I feel fear, look at me and listen to me, so you will know what scares me, what scares me about life; I will feel vulnerable, but I know that you will keep my secret, that you will protect it. If you fall in love with me when I am afraid, I can look at you and know that you will protect me. You will show me your fears and we will face them together, fearlessly.
Fall in love with me
Day after day, each tear will reveal a secret that you will spin to weave my life and understand my existence, to decipher that dark side that represents my torment and my passion. Every day you will notice one less tear on my face, because my lips will curl, to show you the joy of having finally met you.
"Darkness does not exist, there is only the absence of light."
-Albert Einstein-
